Kabbalah makes any sense only if you buy into the whole Judaism to begin with since it’s basically the same concepts from Torah just more granular and spooky-sounding words written probably by less than completely sane Jewish minds in various books (like Sohar). Studying it while not having any investment in Judaism makes the same amount of sense as studying tantric practices without being an actual devout Vajrayana monk. That is to say you’ll get misled completely by questionable sources and as a result make a trashcan out of your brain. I mean that’s the whole point of popular occultism I guess and who are we to really judge.