Yay! I love to see it. I briefly looked into it this summer but then I got distracted and lost track

I think he’s kidding.

I hope.

God fuck this timeline, I can’t tell either now.

Stuffed inside of a bag he put himself in.

I mean those are probably better ways to incite a civil war than by provoking protestors.

But what do I know

That’s actually a great point that I did overlook.

They would.

They seriously would. Authoritarianism is a pathology. Change my mind.

Of course. It all makes perfect sense.

You know, this really has me pondering my projects architecture. We have tiers of services.

At the top, we have the UI. Then we have a “consumer” an “orchestra” and a “data” tier.

Data is the tier that exclusively talks to databases. Orchestra talks to the multiple data services. A good chunk of business logic is here. Consumer uses the orchestra and handles UI requests.

All it essentially does is split the monolith into 3 services at minimum. And since it’s on the cloud, there’s a start up cost where we need to spin up 3 machines instead of whatever you can do with microservices. What benefit do I get?

Are you proposing the government drones that we haven’t been seeing are spreading weaponized drone flu, or that they have a slowed production until the spring because they are planning something much bigger?

Pidgeons. Geese. I haven’t seen a raven, or owl, or most song birds.

It’s almost like… They aren’t real 👀

Oh. Well I’m not gonna be out that long.

I hope.

Uhoh. It really depends on how well I do and it is not well so far.

Man quetiapine just made me panic and feel like I couldn’t breathe. Actually there are a shit ton of “sedating” medications that do that to me thinking about it.

Except of course benzos, but thanks to those being cross tolerant with z drugs, they really gotta pump those in me to work at all.

I’ve had a little success with clonodine.

I remember abilify completely shut off my ability to think. Still had emotions, just no reasoning.

People talk about Dating being this thing that’s easy to do. Yeah. Maybe if you had any choice over what was and wasn’t difficult.

Im thinking about walking into therapy tomorrow and just asking “do I have to work if I’m just gonna be miserable anyway?”

Wait

I’m abnormally sensitive about rejection because of my AuADHD?

What the flipping fuck. Fuck this shit. What drugs just turn off my brain so I can just be a blob of flesh until I die of old age since they don’t like how often I complain about existence being so goddamn difficult.

Hmm. Uhoh.

I’m out on FMLA. Am I even going to have a job when I get back?

Goddamn right.

Although, maybe I don’t want the sliding glass doors that all the neighbors can see in included in that. Maybe I should do something about that.

Fixing all the damage they caused. Since they can’t do that, it’s the penultimate.

Not OP but I’ve been wondering how do do this myself, so thank you for that recommendation.

🤔 can I be nude in my house even when not all windows have curtains?

See that’s the thing with me.

To me, justice isn’t served until the institutions they tried to destroy are the ones used to punish them. It’s like the penultimate form of justice.

Yes. It’s for show. The end result is the same. But to the people, we can witness it, and remind ourselves that these institutions of justice and government are meant to serve the many, and not the few.

But part of me also really just wants to use thermite to cut through a big steel bunker door

I’m more of a proponent on getting these criminals out of their bunkers, giving them a trial, then permanently sealing the bunkers after removing luxuries.

And unless there is something I dont know about the construction of these bunkers, they are never impossible to break into.